Sunday, October 1, 2006

No Hard-feelings. Not Really.

From: Mendacious
Sent: Thursday, September 28, 2006 1:08 PM
To: Male Asshat
Subject: "Things Observed (over a couple months and no i'm not imagining things)"

hey, i know this might be coming out of nowhere but i'm feeling that you're sort of going out of your way to not have any eye contact with me at ------? like you're ignoring my presence or something- i just get this feeling- and i hope its not out of a preceived slight- bcs i know things never quite went back to normal- but i still recognize you as being a part of my family and i hope we can continue to be that even though some distance seems to stand btw us. and continue to make effort to bridge the gap- bcs it's so hard to say "they're not making an effort" and such when there's so little opportunity to really come together again. i don't want us to continue to imagine hostility btw us when we made so much effort to clear the air. i remember the deliberate effort you made to always greet me when i was sitting in the ------ and i hope in some way that we can get back to greeting one another like we used to even if little is said.


From: Asshat
Date: Thu, 28 Sep 2006 14:35:35
To: Mendacious
Subject: RE: "Things Observed (Analysis of Situation, Dismissal, Vagueness)"

No things aren't back to the way they were, but there is no malice or slight or whatever.. things just aren't the same. If it seemed like i was diverting, it wasn't intentional.

A.H.

From: Mendacious
Sent: Thursday, September 28, 2006 2:44 PM
To: Asshat
Subject: Re: "Amused at your ambivilance, disappointed at your lack of honesty"


cool. good to know.
we both still exist.
take care asshat.
m.

(i mean, really, what else was i suppose to say?)

4 comments:

Daniel Bruckner said...

anybody who doesn't bother to spell out 'between' and 'because' in this sort of correspondence isn't worth your time.

And what's an asshat?

mendacious said...

easy there asshat #2.

you'll have to go to cue's blog to find out.

penelope said...

i think some people (or most people) get scared in the face of such directness and honesty. such a shame. for them.

Daniel Bruckner said...

that's what it means???

I don't know, I think I'd rather be a butt-sombrero