greetings,

hi. hello. ditched work yesterday after an internal meltdown. things like putting away laundry, sweeping, organizing cd collection, prepping canvases, seemed worth the money i was missing. though when i realized they didn't get my message and i became MIA and thus on their "radar" i was plagued by that guilty feeling, though appreciated that i was missed if not saught after for various reasons. today i read 'wrinkle in time' and it was quiet and nice. then i went on a hike and it was so clear i could see the pacific. that's the beauty of LA in the winter. clear-as-a-bell. anyway now my knees are suffering and i'm tired... damn nature hike up a hill. and tomorrow is work and nothing seems so bad as it had before. but i'm too sleepy to actually post a post but i'm going to post this anyway bcs why not. futurama is distracting me.