Irrelevant

it was all i could do to stay up this long just to fall asleep before the 11pm southpark episodes. all i can say for myself is that i'm distracted. over what? i have no idea- things i want to write down maybe. 2 birthday parties were wonderful distractions and i was glad to be a part of them- i actually have 2 more to go next week. how nuts is that. but that's not really what it is. i feel that i'm on the edge of a swimming pool and that water looks so cool and inviting- sweat is building up in unpleasant places- my navel for one, and well "other" places- and too many m'n'm's and carrots and i'm a digestive step away from bulemia, but i really want to dive in. but i just stare into the water instead.