today

the record of the day:

wake-up, wonder why i don't want to wake up but can't sleep in either.
eat.
play with dogs.
the day is going great.
think about making it to wedding crashers.
watch tv.
feel light-headed.
eat.
try to read.
sleep.
watch tv.
think about sleeping.
look at clock.
wonder what time i have to leave to go work out and go to a play. know in the back of my mind exactly what time. think harder about actually finding the will to move.
watch tv.
think about sleep.
apply lip balm.
wonder what was in those pills i took.
think about a cold shower.