Mostly Sunny Hi 106°

Another day of the hottest of the hot days. Where the night doesn't cool and where the house temp gets to 91 degrees which seems suddenly much cooler than the alternative- but not as cool as air conditioning which we don't have. And we've got a few more days of this. Amber says we should escape the heat so I'm going to see a movie at 1. There was some argument about what was the hottest part of the day. Nevermind her argument- It's not noon. Or 2pm. It's 4pm. Because at that point everything is at it's maximum. Inside.Outside. So technically I'm only escaping the temperature ratcheting up because I can guarentee when I get home it's going to be climbing towards 90 in my house. And coming home after being in a/c doesn't really help face the reality of it being 90in my house. Which is insulting obviously.

Some mysterious person suggested a library. I never go to those. There isn't even one close by... Ok, there is one around 2 miles away but it's on the bad side of town and there aren't any fancy chairs to sit in and I am thinking about the sbux which is 2miles on the scrubby part of town...but i'm fasting from fraps till the 1st. I could get tea. Or come home and put my feet in a tub of water, get the mister and the fan out and not feel bad about not being productive. Because who's productive when it's this hot- i wonder if really a/c's are a tyranny? i say that only because i don't have one... but then if i did i would be doing work. and by work i mean trying to print out passport applications and what not. I did watch copious amounts of tv yesterday, so much so that the tv made this, oh thank god you're turning me off sound when i did-

Well, biscuits, what else. A gf multi-grain muffin and some blackberry jam are in my future, and stupid crazy love. and maybe work on my quilt. and complaining about the merciless temps. So long for now, m.

shoe-who?

dear me, i regret to inform you that these are too much shoe for you. you had lusted after them for a few months- watching the price drop from $150 to an awesome $60 and it seemed just right to forgo all your usual cautionary lessons about 3" heels. i mean just look at that leather. and that hot, hot heel. you couldn't resist. i know. but you know what, you can't handle it. sure you feel like a supermodel and it rockets you up to a bangin' 6'... but be realistic- where are you going to wear them. sure they look good with your frayed jeans or a loose aline or flowly skirt that just grazes the middle of the boot... but lets be honest, walking around on the ball of your foot, working to rest on your heel like a graceful art is something you're too lazy to do right now. just because you can rock the 2" doesn't mean that you should be arrogant enough to assume the great responsibility and pain of a 3". just you know maybe give it time, think about it... try it again... take them back to nordstrom and eat the $5 shipping fee for lesson learned. and continue to bite your lip and shake your head at your cowardice. . . like somehow you just didn't try enough to make the relationship fit. like, maybe, your heart was too hard for the sacrifice no matter how much you tried to make it work.

ciao, bella. you sexy linea paolo boots. till next time.