don't go

if mendacious breaks up with the blog, i will seriously cry. don't break up with the blog, mendacious. i totally feel you. there is not-nothing happening, and we are so quote-unquote busy, however, we make time for things that are important to us. the blog should be important to us. its rank on the importance list should move up, way.

here are some not-nothings to add to the list:
i feel like crying a lot.
i feel sick a lot, like a simple granola bar could make me vomit.
i feel busy all the time, but really i'm not.
it's the house-hunting.
and the snails, they make me want to cry a little, hee hee.
and that man on the phone this morning, who immediately started screaming, he almost made me cry.
i've decided it's the not the job, i hate.
which i really do hate, with a passion--i figure why go halfway?
i like the paycheck and the benefits, but from now on, let's just be honest.
it's the working part i don't like.
who likes to work?
i want to sit home and watch things like "room raiders."
and dr. phil.
i miss dr. phil.
i would eat cheese and maybe write a little.
not neglect the blog so much.
there would be "projects," oh there would.
and also?
i very recently pinpointed the other source of the nausea and the crying and the feeling tired, besides hating work
:)
except, how do you just bring it up in conversation?
this is the biggest not-nothing